i met jesse at 5 o'clock. jesse is soo hot! oh my gawd. i told him this and he totally fell for me. none of us knows how to drive so we had to take the trolley down to the show. on our way to the show jesse and me had a very deep conversation about my poetry. he said he liked poems that are simple and rhymed and he said i was a good poet. i said thank you and gave him a hand job on the trolley. he was wearing skinny thrift store jeans. he doesn't wear baggy pants because he's emo. but lucky he had his brown cardigan with him. he put it over his lap and i put my hand under and i gave him a hand job. he's so hot.
after that we made out until the trolley stopped at the Lewis square which was where to show was held at. crying for a girl was the first ones to be on. i did not want to see hot date, missing joanne, or mousey pants because i think they are too not emo for me though everyone else seems to think they are emo, but i don't. i really like crying for a girl. i don't want to see hot date because tony's cousin is in that band and i totally made out with him at this one show 2 months ago and he never got over me. tony's cousin is named joe. joe is totally hot. joe looks like that emo guy in the movie the princess diaries. i love that movie even if it is for little kids.
crying for a girl was awesome. jesse cried because he thought of melissa who is living in san francisco now because she is not emo anymore. melissa is tired of crying and whining all the time so she broke up with jesse and now does not shave her legs and she has a dog and lives in north beach. which i heard is where smart people live. but i don't think melissa is that smart because she is not emo anymore. when i saw her last week at her brother's house she was talking about these russian authors. i think one was named dostovesky. what a stupid name. i hate russians because they are not emo. people who are not emo are stupid.
oh, the show was awesome! jesse and i hung out with crying like a girl afterwards because they went to denny's after their set because they did not like the rest of the bands. we met crying like a girl because i totally stared at the lead singer and he started crying and hugged me. we were there for an hour.
we went to denny's at eight o clock. the lead singer is named shailo. he's totally hot. i played footsies with him under the table while jesse felt me up. shailo gave me his number and then i made out with the rest of the band because they said they were sad and needed a girlfriend. so i think i'm going out with all 5 members of the band crying for a girl including shailo since i gave him my number.
jesse cried and cried because he felt like my pimp because i made out with all of the guys in the band. i said no he wasn't and she should cry. so we went to his house and made out. his mom doesn't like me because she thinks i'm a ho. i don't think so. i like emo people and i think we should show each other love. i hate non-emo people. they are prejudge towards us.
jesse and me ate tacos and watched the goonies. and now i'm on his computer typing this up while jesse is watching the goonies.
i changed my clothes and wore my old black framed nerd glasses with duck tape in the middle and i wore my all stars in red with white laces with blue and black stars on them, and i wore a blue gas station worker's shirt tied it to show my tummy and i wore a plaid blue, black and red short school girls skirt with knee high black socks, and my hair was pretty up done in pony tails and little curly ribbons that you put on gifts. i think i looked cute.